fehlgeburt

  • 16th june

    16th june

    It would have been your birthday, The sixteenth day of June. I dream of what I would have seen—Your smile, your eyes, your soul. Tiny…

  • Wenn der Schmerz zurückkommt

    Wenn der Schmerz zurückkommt

    …nicht nur im Herzen. Ich dachte, ich wüsste mittlerweile, wie es sich anfühlt, wenn alles wieder von vorn beginnt.Wie der Körper loslässt, was doch so…

  • FUME

    FUME

    My misery grewwhen my belly should have. Now I’m full of sorrows,there’s no life left. Empty womb,empty shoes,empty room. Everything burned.All gone. Just fume.

  • Soon I turn 30

    Soon I turn 30

    I thought I’d be blooming,round with life.I pictured us laughing in soft July,a name already chosen,but instead, it died.None of my summershad ever been this…

  • Colors of gold

    Colors of gold

    She had dreamed of a child, her first to hold,in her head, she painted the nursery in colors of gold.Confident, it all works out. This…